Let's see where to begin.... It's been a while since I've been on here...
We have moved the wedding date to April 17th .... And do to things out of our control.. We also have moved the wedding
it is now going to be at the house and land we are buying a month or 2 after the wedding . We are pretty excited about getting the
house ... It's a great tinker project for us both ... I left Pat at the ranch where we hunt at and well that was the 1st time we have every been
apart... work has been slow for us both luckly I am ... Well I was salary ... But after laying off so many people there prior to me leaving
they had no choice but to lay off everyone on payroll that meant me as well...
... But again it was a blessing in a way since ... I was under so much pressure trying to keep the owners companies up and running
and my blood pressure was thru the roof and I have never has any problems in past ... And well I was just at the end of my rope...
I have since been thinkin man I dread the thought of starting over with new company ... I'm a lifer ... Not a job hopper...
it worked out great I was at ranch fixing to have to leave Pat and Sweetie at ranch and come home to work ... I hadn't even left and I was
missing them ... so I ended up staying there for over a week till last Sunday one of my besties called said ita time my water broke ... Well I'm her doula Aka calm helpful labor coach ... So I kissed Pat bye gave sweetie a kiss and hopped in the Yota and made a normally 4-1/2 hr drive in lil under 3 hrs ... let me tell you ... To see Oliver with his mom is going to be days of my life I am blessed to have been a part of.. babies make everything in your life so ... Thankful for... Pat is such a wondermus man... ""I SHOULD MENTION NOW "" lack of sleep from a few day at hospital till she got to get discharged and Dr having me on these steroids I'm in RAMBLE mode. Haha and this is all over the charts and my english professors would not be happy with me at all .. Oh well
I will have to wait till I have slept and I'm on a computer and not my Iphone typing this was more an effort to make me tired and I am pretty sure it's working... So I will come back and sort out the gaps in story later haha
this gurl is signin off its a 1/4 after one ... Gotta get up early
